Is it the end for us?

    Never been this scare in my life, the scare of losing you, losing the one who probably the last person that i didn't want to lose. Never been this hate before, the hate toward myself who can't even make the right decision, make the right move and always cause tons of trouble. Never felt so miserable in my life, don't know which step i should takes, living so empty without goals. Is it the candle light which chase away the darkness or fire which burn all the things left inside me into ashes. Is it the end for us?